February 16, 2017 | HILLEMAN: A Perilous Quest to Save the World’s Children | Brookville, NY
Resolve to be always beginning—to be a beginner!
–Rainer Maria Rilke
The Tilles Center at Long Island University seats more than 2,000, by far the largest venue on the tour thus far. With both a College of Pharmacy & Health Sciences and a School of Nursing I’m expecting that in the Q&A after HILLEMAN screens I’ll have to field a variety of questions about science or diseases, and I get a few of those. But what surprises me are the couple of students that seem interested more in the filmmaking side. “How did you come to choose this subject?” “How did you approach the editing process?” “Was the story written out first or did it evolve?”
Along with providing answers, the questions get me questioning, and I come to learn that one of these curious students is toying with making a film herself, and not a film about just anything, but about a loved one who is in the midst of battling disease. It’s a documentary that started as a way for her to deal with a difficult situation and now she’s trying to figure out how to deal with telling the story of that difficult situation. She’s faced with the unknown; of how her story will end, or how it will begin, or how it will even come together because she’s still in the midst of discovering what the story is truly about.
I’m hard pressed to offer comfort other than to say that she’s in an enviable position, that of being a true documentarian, which is to say that at this moment she can simply let her camera roll and see what it reveals. The prospect is no doubt a scary one for it requires that she trust in the process of discovery and creativity. And yet, it’s like being a beginner in anything; it can be uncomfortable, even daunting, but if you embrace it you’re suddenly free to ask any question and at liberty to make any mistake. And that’s a freedom too often ignored in our haste to find experience.
Post provided by On Screen/In Person touring filmmaker, Donald Mitchell